Shy

New Facebook message: Hi (from unknown random person) + friend request.

I want to reply: BYE. (but I don't) *clicks reject button*


Random Unknown 2(that I am not close to & have not seen/spoken to since forever): wow you look good that day.

I want to reply: haha. (& proceed to block)

a) should I block?
b) should I ignore?
c) try to be nice?

answer is, I don't know. My mind is telling me a a a a a A A A A A, just like what I always do. But my heart is telling, be nice be nice be nice. beee nnniiiiicceeeee rachel.

Potential serious case of lacking of self-esteem? lol. Or am I just a snob. Or maybe, I am just unfriendly. In other words, (nicer perhaps) I am just shy. Nothing else!

Well, I did say Hi & wave at random unknown when I met him. So......maybe I just hate the internet. Mmhmm, that's just it.

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I just came back from college not too long ago, but I am happy. Because I have donuts & someone gave me a cupcake. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAhahahahahahahhaahahaah.